just need to post this and say:



oh gawd.

there's actually more where that came from. i miss him too much.

Survey muna. Mixtape of survey. Halakak. Kewl. Eniwe, here:
Who has your heart?
- People.

What did you do last night?
- Reminisce. :]

Who was the last person you kissed?
- Koen.

Would you kiss that person, again?
- Please. :}

Did you sing at all today?
- Yep.

Do you live near your best friend?
- Nope. And getting more farther.

What do you think of your LAST
kiss.
- Last na nga.

Do you miss anyone?
- Yep yep. :)

Can ex-lovers be friends?
- Yep. Pero in my place, i don't think so.

Would you die for the one you love?
- idk.

Will you wait for someone you love?
- sure.

What song best describes your
feeling at this moment?
- Ikaw Lamang.

Anong ginagawa mo para mapansin ka
ng crush mo?
- Maglande. :}

Totoo ba ung pag in love ka hindi
ka makakakain?
- Nop. Kakain ka nga ng soobra. :))

Ilan ang vowels sa name ng taong
mahal mo?
- Isa.

Pano qng cnasabi nga nyang mahal
kanya, pero d ka naman nya kaya
talagang ipaglaba n?
- Tanungin mo si Roxanne.

What do u want for your birthday?
-- Perfect Stitches.

What song are you listening right
now?
-- Ikaw Lamang (Poreber and Eber.)

How much do you love music?
-- Since sperm.

Do you believe in forever?
-- Forever is not a lie.

What word/s do you say a lot?
- Hell.

Do you have a nickname?
- Kariin. Keng.

Next thing you're going to save
money for?
- For a Polaroid camera. :]

Next place you'll take ur vacation
- Korea. :) Pyongyang.

Ano ng paborito mong gamit sa bag
mo?
- Fragile binder. G-tech. Phone. ipod.

Magaling ka ba sumayaw?
- Yep yep. Am proud.

One word to describe you right now?
- Desperate.

Meron ka bang kilala na may crush
sayo?
- Yep. A lot. And it scares the bejesus outta me kase para silang club. :))

If death comes tomorrow, what would
you do?
- Panic at the disco. :))

Who cheers you up d most in your
life?
- Roux at Fragile. Isama na si Frans at Okok. At Karlots.

Do you think people who like to
study a lot are nerds?
- I think people who likes to sudy a lot are intellectual. Period.

What's your opinion on long
distance relationships?
- Madaling matapos. Err.

If you could have super
powers what would it be?
-- Ability to Fly. :)

Last time you were really
happy?
-- August 11 hanggang September 8.

Do you still have feelings for
your ex?
- Yep. :)

Have you ever seen a friend as
more than a friend?
x Halaa ka. :)

Do you have any friends who are
famous?
- Yep.

Who was the last person that told
you he/she loved you?
- Koen.

maniniwala ka ba sa "dont fall in love with friends..."
- Nope. Cause I just did.

***

Rouxianens is vacationing (haha.) in the lands of Candelaria. wtf?? Tapos, di na sha sa SIH. Gawd. Pkshft. Mamimiss ko sih. Nandun lahat. Halaka.

Hafta go. Lurff you earthlings. :) I miss Koen so mats xickels.
And for your own viewing pleasure refer to the picture on top (haha.) or this:



Plus, my Friendster's kinda rotten.

♥kariin
ps. i < 3 you.

1.Last person who wrote you a comment?
- Makiyo.

2.Las t movie u watched?
- The Simpsons Movie. :)

3.What do people first notice when they
see you?
- Smile ng smile.

4.Do you like peanut-butter?
- Yerp. Sarap papakin.

5.Most memorable place?
- Subic International Hotel. At Borwok.

6.Do you read comics?
- Betty and Veronica

7.What's your favorite ice cream stand?
- Wala.

8.Do you have enemies?
- Meron. As of now. Because of stupid reasons.

9.You like to go out grocery shopping?
- Yerp. Maslalo na pag sa Royal. :p

10.Can you dance?
- Yep. I can tap dance. :) Haha.

11.Do you believe in God?
- I dunno. I guess.

12.First thing to do when you wake up
tomorrow?
- Groan.

13.Where are you right now?
- Computer Kitchen. :)

14.Your name spelled backwards...
- NERAK.

15.Where were you born?
- Zamboanga.

16. What is the last thing you
downloaded?
- Secondhand Serenade. :)

18.Are you registered to vote?
- Not yet.

20.Do you like rollercoasters?
- Nope.

21.Chat tin with...?
- Hm. None.

22.Would you go bungee jumping or sky
diving?
- Bungee jumping

23.Are you shy?
- Yep yep. To strange people.

24.Do you think you're popular?
- Yep. :) And i am proud.

25.Chips or popcorn?
- Either.

26.Are you a good cook?
- Nope.

27.Best thing in the world?
- Binder of Life. :)

28.Have you ever broken a bone?
- I don't think so.

29.Have you ever won a trophy?
- Yep. Singing. Singing. and Singing.

30.What is your favorite board game?
- Scrabble. At Chess.

31. Do you bake cakes?
- When i was young.

32.Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?
- Checkered band-aids.

33.Do you believe in love at first
sight?
- For some people, i guess.

34.What's your favorite song right now?
- As of now, Ikaw Lamang pa din. :p

35.How many pairs of shoes do you own?
- A lot.

36.Last song stuck in your head?
- Misery Business.

37.Any pets?
- Dead. All dead.

38.Worst Local TV show as of the
moment?
- Kokey? I dunno about that show but i don't think it's that entertaining. :)

39.Color of most clothes you own...
- Black at Green. :)

40.Who se picture(s) do you carry in
your wallet?
- Koen. Err.

Survey muna. :) I can't post regularly. My sisters are using the computer nowadays. Just until the end of their sembreak. Then, i'll post again like a person whose eyes are glued to the computer. Err. Meanwhile, i'm writing again. I mean, Shiro binder of life writing kind of writing. Haha. Hafta go. Love you my earthlings. :) I miss my Fragile Cupcake. Soon, i'll grow a plant. For no specific reason at all.

I'll be buying a polaroid camera soon. We, i mean. Just for conceptual purposes. Fun. Fun. Fun.
Fixing a broken heart. Hm? Hm. Goodnens.

♥kariin
ps. i < 3 you.

I want to retake this survey which i got from Arli. Survey that instead of the usual "on-the-spot" answers e music from your playlist ang isasagot. :p

1.Ano ginagawa mo ngayon?
> Misery Business - Paramore

2.Ilang taon ka na po?
> 14 - Silent Sanctuary

3.Where do you live?
> Our House - Crosby, Stills and Nash

4.What do you think of yourself?
> Upside Down - 6cyclemind

5.Saan mo gusto mag-aral?
> Here, There and Everywhere - The Beatles

6.Kung may background music man ang buhay, ano yung song mo?
> Hohoemi no Bakudan - YuuYuu Hakusho (Ghost Fighter)

7.Kapag hinarana ka ng crush mo, ano yung kakantahin niya?
> Bella Luna - Jason Mraz

8.Ano ang song mo para sa pinakaayaw mong teacher?
> Drop Dead - Matilda

9.What will be the song in your funeral?
> Malaya - Cynthia Alexander

10.Kapag sumali ka man sa kahit anong singing contest, ano yung kakantahin mo?
> Stormy Weather - If All Stars Were Pretty Babies

11.Ano kanta mo para sa minamahal mo?
> Ikaw Lamang - Silent Sanctuary

12.Ano meron sa school niyo?
> Beautiful Girls - Sean Kingston

13.Ano gusto mo makita sa future mo?
> Destiny - Zero 7

14.What do your friends think of you?
> Rich - Yeah Yeah Yeahs

15.Ito ang maririnig mong song kapag maiinlab ka.
> Fragile - Sting

16.Ano plano mo today?
> Face Down - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

17.Kailan ang birthday mo?
> April Come She Will - Simon and Garfunkel (Kahit hindi April birthday ko)

18.Ano kanta mo para sa mga best of friends mo?
> The Best Days - The Softies

19.What do you think about the country?
> A Violent Yet Flammable World - Au Revoir Simone

20.What do you think of the world's condition?
> It Ends Tonight - The All-American Rejects

21.Ano plano mo for this week?
> Cry - Mandy Moore

22.Kailan ka ulit manonood sa sinehan?
> Rainy Days and Mondays - The Carpenters

23.Anong klaseng mga tao ang mga kaklase mo?
> Vulnerable - Secondhand Serenade

24.Ano ang theme song mo para sa section mo sa school?
> Pressure - Paramore

25.When you feel sad, you listen to this song.
> It's Not Over - Secondhand Serenade

26.When you feel happy, you listen to this song.
> Beer - Itchyworms

27.Ano favorite song mo?
>Butterfly - Stina Nordenstam

28.Sa birthday party mo, ano gusto mong song?
> Birthday Song - Don McLean

29.Anong kulay ang tshirt mo ngayon?
> A Lack of Color - Death Cab for Cutie

30.After this, what are you going to do next?
> Wake Up - Coheed and Cambria

31.What's the perfect song when you are feeling a little sentimental?
> Bizarre Love Triangle - Frente

32.Ano ang gusto mong maging sa future mo?
> Martir - Sugarfree

33.Ano ang tingin sa iyo ng mga kaklase mo?
> Same with Question no. 14

34.Ano ang kanta mo para sa seatmate mo sa room?
> I'm So Sick - Flyleaf

35.Describe yourself.
> I'm Not Okay - My Chemical Romance

36.Who are you to the world?
> Girl - The Beatles

37.Who are you to the one you love?
> Only One - Yellowcard

38.Ano naman sa iyo ang crush mo?
> Wave - Art Van Damme

39.Ito ang gusto mong ikanta sa ayaw na ayaw mong teacher.
> I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance

40.Ito ang kanta na gusto mong marinig mo bago ka mamamatay.
> Eye In the Sky - Alan Parsons Project

41.Ano ang superhero name mo?
> The Girl From Back Then - Kings Of Convenience

42.Kapag sumasayaw sa prom, ito ang gusto mong itugtog.
> Once in a Blue Moon - Sydney Forest

43.What's the best thing about LOVE?
> U & I - Cynthia Alexander

44.In FRIENDSHIPS?
> Photographs and Memories - Jim Croce

45.In LIFE?
> Clouds - Bread

46.This is a song good for going to sleep.
> Golden Slumbers - The Beatles

47.This was probably the song playing on the radio when you were born.
> Yesterday - The Beatles

48.Ito ang nararamdaman mo.
> Killing Me Softly - Lauryn Hill

49.What is your thank you song for everyone in your life?
> Now I Can Dance - Tina Arena

50.Ito ang kanta na para lang sa tao na iniisip mo ngayon.
> My Heart - Paramore
> Ikaw Lamang - Silent Sanctuary
> It's Not Over - Secondhand Serenade
> Yellow - Coldplay

51.Kapag naging teacher ka, ano ituturo mo?
> Stay Golden - Au Revoir Simone

52.Ito ang kinakanta mo pag pinapagalitan ka.
> Here We Go Again - Paramore

53.What's the WORST thing about girls?
> Like A Virgin - Madonna version ng Incubus

54.In Boys?
> Young Lust - Pink Floyd

55.When there's war,what would be the song?
> Let The Flames Begin - Paramore

56.Ito ang sinasabi ng teacher mo pag di nakasagot sa recitation.
> Will You Ever Learn - Typecast

57.What's the worst thing about love?
> I Go Crazy - Barry Manilow

58.In school?
> Dirty Little Secret - The All-American Rejects

59.In friends?
> Tested and True - Secondhand Serenade

60.In life?
> Scars Of A Failing Heart - Typecast

***

I miss this: "But thy eternal summer shall not fade.."

I remembered one of Rouxianens' crazy thoughts. What if the four of us sang IKAW LAMANG.

Koen: Ayoko ng maulit pa ang nakaraang ayokong maalala.
Me: Bawat oras na wala ka parang mabigat na parusa.
Danilo: Wag mong kakalimutan na kahit nag-iba..
Roxx: Di ako tumigil magmahal sayo sinta.

Which is weird because we fit on the lines perfectly.

I need to befriend the three pigs in school. I need them. Badly. Not really. Just for contentment. Fuck.

I attended the Funday held at RSHS. Mikhel bought me a pair of thick chunky red nerd glasses from their Abubooth. Koen played. But i don't care much. Since he doesn't care that i was there either. I sang at this Karaoke Booth. Phew that i didn't striked a wrong key. But i did got something awfully wrong. Phooey.

I think i'll be having my hair chopped again. I'll be using my Polaroid money i guess. And my dad bought me a new cool shoulder bag. It's a pink-black checkered kewlness.



This is my future hair. :) Smile for me.

Eniwe, i'm having a hard time looking for LeSportsac bags. I watched a fist fight! and i am proud of myself. It's fun actually despite the fact that two girls are breaking their bones off each other. Massive Pain. I was having the total joy and laughter i've never realized having until this old lady cut them off. Pakx. Then i remembered, Koen told me not to get involved with this kind of stuff. Hell.

♥kariin
ps. i < 3 you.

1. real name - karen vesa callora y sanchez
2. like it – yep
3. single or taken - single
4. zodiac sign- capricorn
5. male or female - female
6. elementary - columban college
7. high school - regional science high
school region III; columban college
8. college - hm.
9. eye color - black
10. hair color – black with auburn tail
15. are you a health freak - nope
16. height - hm.
17. do you have a crush on someone -
hihihi, yes... =D
18. do you like yourself - as of now, nope.
19. piercings – ears
20. tattoos - none
21. righty or lefty - righty


FI RSTS--
22. first surgery - never
23. first piercings - ears
24. first best friend - kim rae
26. first sport – does drawing constitute as a sport?
27. first pet - kittens
28. first vacation- dunno.
30. first crush – hm.

CURRENTLY- -
49. eating- nothing
50. drinking - coke
51. about to - publish this post, i guess.
52. listening to - Ikaw Lamang
53. waiting for – koen. :p
54. wearing - shorts at top.
56. want to get married - yes
67. careers in mind – fashion designer

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
68. lips or eyes - eyes
69. hugs or kisses - hugs and kisses
70. shorter or taller - taller
71. tan skinned or light skin - either
72. romantic or spontaneous - romantic
7 3. dark or light hair - dark
74. muscular or normal - ket ano.
75. hook-up or relationship- relationship
76. similar to you or different- similar

HAVE YOU EVER--
78. kissed a stranger - nope
80. broken a bone - nope
81. climbed up a tree - yep
82. broken someone's heart - yes
83. turned someone down - yes
84. liked a friend as more than a friend – yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN--
86. yourself - i need to.
89. Santa Claus - nope.
90. kiss on the first date - nope
91. angels - i guess.

[bawat oras na wala ka parang mabigat na parusa.. humhum.. kumakanta lang.. :p]

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY--
92. Is there one or more people you want
to be with right now? - yep
93. Do you hang out with these people? - not anymore.
94. Are you cool ? – i can be.


LASTS--
95. Text message – koen.
96. Received call - mother.
97. Call made to - hm.
98. Comment on friendster - some stranger
99. Missed Call - koen.
100. Person you hung out with – rouxianens.
101. You hugged - koen.
103. You talked to - father.
104. You slapped - rouxianens. pero fake. haha.
105. Said I love you to – koen! :)

♥kariin
ps. i < 3 you.

seven. what a sick pathetic number.

i fuckin' hate this day.
advance goodnight,.

bad berdey to me and my love.*

♥kariin
ps. i < 3 you.

so as predicted, roux never arrived around 3. neither 4! :) we also agreed that she would pick me up and we would go together. but unfortunately, she ran out of load and me, being impatient, took off somewhere. i don't know where.

so, we met at Jollibee rotonda. and the road was closed pa. kase nga parada. pucha. we walked like outsiders. as in un parang wala kameng alam sa parada. we were on the other side of the street. memories still attached in every place. From Jollibee to ..gawd! sih. sushi. andame memories dun pre. :)

we ate at McDo muna. more on fast food chain na kame ngayon. less dunkin donuts. halaa. must bring dunkin back to the fragile picture. eniwe, kumain ako ng pancake ulit at ke roux un burger stuff na mukang ayaw ko kasi may sausage whatever. basta meat stuff. tapos un. usap usap. miss ko na si koen. sooobra.

tapos we went to sih. pero basta may door incident kaya lumabas na lang kame. at nakita namin sila frans. we ate at mcdo ulit. sila lang un kumain pero binigyan kame ni frans ng fries pero ako lang kumain nun kasi walang panlasa si roux. haha. sinisipon sha and all.

tapos un. umalis na kame. nakita ngapala ni princess un "perfect stitches" sa braso ko. halaa. pero akala nya daw spaghetti. which is weird. and funny. haha. tapos un. bumili kame ng dvd na Supernatural at pinanod namin sa sih hanggang siguro mga episode 10 kame. haha. adk. at mahal ko na silang magkapatid (ulit. i watched it with my sisters before). anasaya kasi we were like talking about everything. Tapos naghaharutan kame at nagaagawan sa isang stuffed pagong. tapos puro, "miss ko na si koen.." or "miss ko na si danilo.." or we would read some text messages they've sent nung happy happy pa. o kaya bigla na lang kame magbubukas ng phone para lang tignan un wallpaper (which is koen and danilo. :} adk).

tapos kumain nanaman kame sa mcdo. burger fries coke. haha. andame ko nakain ngayon. dinalhan pa kame ni atemamii ng cheeseburger galing Wimpy's. Haha. tapos yun. Umalis naq.

Anyway, seven everywhere! The attack of the SEVEN. plate numbers lahat halos may seven. nakakatakot. i mean, what's with seven? haha. dyok.



I love this visual poetry. If you want to read it or see it full view, click on the picture. :p Dameng ekek ni kariin. I miss koen so mats! haha. i think i'm gonna write again on my journal. remember, shiro? the binder of life. we (ako at koen) used to fight over that silly binder. hindi fight as in sapakan. fight as in harutan. hm. miss ko sha. nyepot. i'm so sushi.

Anyway, another picture ng seven stuff. Haiz. Puro seven kasi everywhere! nakakadisturb.





So many things to do. So little time. I still hate Columban people. They're such a pain in the ass. I mean, they already know that i have a fucked-up life right now which i can't get out of yet they're still trying to jump in with all the burden. May mga seasoning pa na, "Tablado ka na." I mean what the hell is that? (and sorry. i don't speak porno. :) i don't speak cheap). They're suppose to comfort me pa nga. Shit. Wala talaga akong maipagmamalaking kaibigan jan. They're so pucha. :) I-scratch off ko kaya mga mata nila. Papansin lang kasi e. If only i could say, "Please. You're all teenagers. Act like one.." bad thing is, di pa siguro nila naintindihan 'yon. I can't believe i claimed them as friends. They were the ones who came up to me in the first place. All of them were nice to me at first, what changed? I miss the old them. I don't mean to be rude but please. Just PLEASE.

Urge to you-know-what. PS. [uii. ps. haha.] mali spelling ko ng STITCHES sa laceration ko! Halaals. i spelled it, STICHES. Nyepot naman. So i have to carve a small T between the weird I and the weirder C. Eto muna. So mats to do. And i still miss the payatots. Tulaloos.*

♥kariin
ps. i < 3 you.

hello earthlings. it's been a long time since i last post. haha. i just finished my layout too and i was astonished by the output. proud ang crayoun.

i "cute without the e" ngapala sa sooobrang pagkadepressed. err. halong koen stuff, friends stuff (if they should be considered as friends.), parents stuff, money, school stuff. gawd. so many stuff to discuss. anyway, "perfect stiches" lang nilagay ko. may kahabaan but i finally got the pain out of my stomach. wtf??

i cried alot kanina. good thing hindi swollen un mata ko after nun. ayoko ng swollen un mata ko tulad nung dati kasi anhirap itago. anyway, di ngapala ako pumasok ngayon which gave me a hell of a time to create my own layout. hm. tapos pumunta dito si rouxianens. we talked.

she'll be here around 3 or 4 in the morning for the alay lakad (which we've mistaken as Lakbay Aral! pft.) it gives me a reason not to sleep and just watch FRIENDS or Roswell until 2.30, happy? i don't think so. haha.

i finally found out the reason behind the musicians' break-up. i'm not really sure about it but it hurts the bejesus outta us. i've got to say he's totally scum. Oct.7 na! i'm not really expecting any premonition or miracle to happen or foresee. (i mean duu. hindi naman talaga ineexpect ang premonitions diba? premonitions are 100% unexpected.)




I still haven't updated my so-called private novel, "Fragile Cupcake". and i'm still on the verge of song searching for the ipod. tulaloo.*

♥kariin
ps. i < 3 you.

♥kariin
ps. i < 3 you.